Don’t feel stupid if you don’t like what everyone else pretends to love.

There was never a time I thought I could live without you.

I depend so much on you. I stick around you. But sometimes, I can't even feel my existence when I'm walking right beside you. I'm like an extra character.

It's sucks to be like this.

I've never forgotten about you even when I'm in school with tons of friends. I've never forgotten about you even when I'm working so hard at work. I've never forgotten about you even when you did.

Is it me? Why am I always the one feeling so nostalgic about this relationship?

Come to think about it, maybe what you said was true. I love racking up the past. Because all of those screamed right in my face that I was around and how much you've forgotten about me. Maybe it's true that I love seeking attention. Maybe i just want to feel some existence.

What's the point of realizing it when it came to an end?

I've never existed in your life.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011